Prayer support

Hey guys I just want to ask for more prayer, though I don't know who all will see this. I'm just to the point where I can't keep a strong face anymore. At 3:00 this morning while drinking enough to take my antibiotics I randomly turned to Pslam 20. I ask that you pray this Psalm on my behalf. I need healing or the strength to deal better with this. I have essentially quit taking care of my family and now just sit here, waiting to get better. Also pray that Abigail is not effected by the large quantities of medicine I am taking, or by the lack for nutrition I am getting. Its hard to eat the 3000 calories I should without opening my mouth. Thank you for your support and prayers.
Chris

Here Goes.....

Oh man, we are really going to have some good fun now.......